A decent man's excuse or 'I like it the way it is'
haven't slept yet
day two
worked a 65-hour week. Before this I had not worked so much as 30 hours in one week. It's a good thing that the job I have allows me to be what I like.
So much for the aftershock. There isn't a moment left to itself, I mean, here I am in the library writing this after not having slept. I can't turn off the auto-pilot. I'm collecting habits like a secretary (wait, I am a secretary. . .)
The more I work the more I want. Some sort of unconsciuos compensatory mindset digging in hour after hour. Like I deserve something. This sort of dangerous thinking.
Cognitive Mindset: Chemical Dependant Joy
I'm developing something of a drug problem (to say nothing of the agony my delicate knee has been in, I have a very fragile body, and must treat it with more care.)
Where the fuck is Blake?
day two
worked a 65-hour week. Before this I had not worked so much as 30 hours in one week. It's a good thing that the job I have allows me to be what I like.
So much for the aftershock. There isn't a moment left to itself, I mean, here I am in the library writing this after not having slept. I can't turn off the auto-pilot. I'm collecting habits like a secretary (wait, I am a secretary. . .)
The more I work the more I want. Some sort of unconsciuos compensatory mindset digging in hour after hour. Like I deserve something. This sort of dangerous thinking.
Cognitive Mindset: Chemical Dependant Joy
I'm developing something of a drug problem (to say nothing of the agony my delicate knee has been in, I have a very fragile body, and must treat it with more care.)
Where the fuck is Blake?
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